AM I A MODEL ???

The story about a girl who have narcissistic parents

"You are stupid!, you're lazy!, you are careless!, you are fat!. you always do that! you never change, you are useless, you don't love me, you should thankfull that i've raised you !!"


"I'm NOT Proud of you !!! "


have you ever heard that kind of lines? 
it's hars statements and gives you negative impact.
it makes you drop suddenly.


and the most important,  it hurts your feeling. Right?


You think they are right, so you deserve that labelling.


But you forget. it's your parent who says that kind of judgement.


A parents should support their child, nurture, caring, protecting, and loving. do they ever do that to you?


do you feel it? 
the love from them?


and remember this, that kind of parents, is very destructive to your life. 


the impact is, you'll loose your self respect, you'll not have confidenity, you feel you are useless, because you loose your self esteem.


no matter how you try to be a better person,
no matter how perfect you are.
no matter how people see you are flawless.
no matter how you try to impress them..


you still can't hear the positive sides of you.
and still, they'll able to find your weaknesses.  


you'll end up feel hopeless and lonely.
you feel everybody like them.
you feel nobody will love you.
and somtimes , you have thought to commited suicide, kill your self.


you feel the world is very mean to you. and if you're dead, they will regrets what they did to you.


please. stop! stop torture your self. stop dying!. stop think killing your self.


because there is still a way for you , there are still hope.
and you will eventually find your happiness.




this is the story about a girl who have narcissistic parents.


and the girl is me.


So, don't worry, i'm gonna tell you how to survive from that kind of parent's. either it's your mother, or it's your father. Either you still live with them or not.


You'll be a happy person. 
you will success.
you will have a wonderfull and peacefull life that you have always wanted.
you can do anything you want.
you will get your dreams come true.


if you belief.


:-)

Design Project : Logo Boy and GirlBand Indonesia (B&GB INDONESIA)

Logo di atas saya buat untuk UTS teknik negosiasi persuasi, dengan dosennya Mba Surti yang cantik yet fahionable itu dan mas Teddy yang selalu kelihatan ngantuk dengan mata sayunya kaya begadang tiap hari. (Piss mas :p)

saya disuruh menganalisa topik yang recently mendapat tanggapan negatif. Entah mengapa yang teringat di benak saya adalah kemunculan banyak boyband dan girlband yang sedang marak di Indonesia semenjak korean wave atau halyu menyebar dan menjadi fenomena tersendiri di kalangan pecinta Korea.

Nah, di sini saya ditugaskan untuk mengubah pandangan dan pendapat negatif itu menjadi favourable. 

Dan yang terpikir oleh saya adalah membuat suatu ajang seperti Indonesia Idol. Jadilah logo acara seperti di atas. :) 

Semoga saya dapat nilai bagus. Amin. :P

Design Project : SAVE WATER IN CAMPUS UNIVERSITAS INDONESIA

 Bagaimana perasaan kita saat melihat foto-foto ini...

 

Sekarang bandingkan dengan foto-foto di bawah ini...

Dua kondisi di atas sangat berbanding terbalik bukan. Foto-foto pertama sangat menyegarkan dan menyenangkan untuk dilihat, sementara foto-foto yang terakhir sangat menyedihkan dan mengenaskan.

Di sini kita berkelimpahan air bersih namun di belahan bumi lain seperti di Afrika dan Nusa tenggara Timur sedang mengalami krisis air bersih. Mereka harus jalan berkilo-kilo meter jauhnya untuk mendapatkan air. Itu pun bukan air bersih. Sungguh memprihatinkan.

Bagaimana dengan kondisi kita? yang atas atau yang bawah? 

Bagaimana pun, air adalah sumber kehidupan yang begitu bernilai. 

Mari kita jaga dan hemat persediaan air yang ada di sekeliling kita, di bumi kita tercinta ini. 

Dimulai dari diri sendiri, di rumah, di sekolah, di kampus, di kantor dan dimanapun kita masih bisa menikmati air yang bersih dan berlimpah. 

Logo di atas merupakan tema yang saya buat untuk kampanye menghemat air di lingkungan kampus Universitas Indonesia. 

Dengan tema 'Air, Kita, dan Mereka', berikut ini poter-poster yang telah saya buat : 

Bed Room - Lovely Interior Design

I really like clean and warm interior design, especially for the bedroom, it must be calm and relaxed.

Recently, i've made several changes in my bed room. I've turned all the furniture into white color and changed the position. I've always want it before. Finally my wish has came true ;) and I really love spending my time in my bedroom , like always :)