INSPIRATIONAL QUOTES - HAPPY SUNDAY :D

The story about a girl who have narcissistic parents

"You are stupid!, you're lazy!, you are careless!, you are fat!. you always do that! you never change, you are useless, you don't love me, you should thankfull that i've raised you !!"


"I'm NOT Proud of you !!! "


have you ever heard that kind of lines? 
it's hars statements and gives you negative impact.
it makes you drop suddenly.


and the most important,  it hurts your feeling. Right?


You think they are right, so you deserve that labelling.


But you forget. it's your parent who says that kind of judgement.


A parents should support their child, nurture, caring, protecting, and loving. do they ever do that to you?


do you feel it? 
the love from them?


and remember this, that kind of parents, is very destructive to your life. 


the impact is, you'll loose your self respect, you'll not have confidenity, you feel you are useless, because you loose your self esteem.


no matter how you try to be a better person,
no matter how perfect you are.
no matter how people see you are flawless.
no matter how you try to impress them..


you still can't hear the positive sides of you.
and still, they'll able to find your weaknesses.  


you'll end up feel hopeless and lonely.
you feel everybody like them.
you feel nobody will love you.
and somtimes , you have thought to commited suicide, kill your self.


you feel the world is very mean to you. and if you're dead, they will regrets what they did to you.


please. stop! stop torture your self. stop dying!. stop think killing your self.


because there is still a way for you , there are still hope.
and you will eventually find your happiness.




this is the story about a girl who have narcissistic parents.


and the girl is me.


So, don't worry, i'm gonna tell you how to survive from that kind of parent's. either it's your mother, or it's your father. Either you still live with them or not.


You'll be a happy person. 
you will success.
you will have a wonderfull and peacefull life that you have always wanted.
you can do anything you want.
you will get your dreams come true.


if you belief.


:-)

Bed Room - Lovely Interior Design

I really like clean and warm interior design, especially for the bedroom, it must be calm and relaxed.

Recently, i've made several changes in my bed room. I've turned all the furniture into white color and changed the position. I've always want it before. Finally my wish has came true ;) and I really love spending my time in my bedroom , like always :)

Chandelier Earing - Chandelier Lamp

LOVE THE CHANDELIER THINGS :)

the shape is very feminine and also very unique.

Chandelier earrings and lamps is very classy and elegant, and i love the shape very much. 

BALERINA

Dibalik keindahan tariannya, sudah menjadi rahasia umum bahwa menjadi balerina sangatlah sulit dan perlu perjuangan keras. Dari mulai diet ketat agar mencapai berat yang 'ideal' sebagai balerina, sampai dengan latihan rutin dan kedisiplinan ekstra.


Dibalik keindahan tubuhnya, balerina rela memiliki kaki yang buruk rupa. Semua terbayar saat balerina itu tampil dan mendapatkan standing ovation.


Dari luar terlihat sangat indah dan sempurna, namun di dalamnya memiliki pengorbanan yang berarti untuk mendapatkan keindahan dan kesempurnaan tersebut.


Dalam hidup ini,


semua butuh pengorbanan.

PARIS - CAFE - FASHION- MIDNIGHT IN PARIS

Sejak dulu saya selalu bermimpi bisa punya rumah atau apartemen dan tinggal di Paris salah satunya. Bekerja di dunia fashion, menikmati suasana kota Paris dengan segala macam gaya hidup dan seni yang ada di dalamnya. Bersosialisasi dan jadi bagian masyarakatnya yang suka berjalan-jalan dan nongkrong di cafe. Cafe adalah lifestyle sekaligus kehidupan paris.


Dan bisa bekerja sekaligus berlibur setiap hari.... sangat sempurna.


Paris di benak saya selalu menyenangkan... the fashion, the art, the lifestyle, the atmosphere, the works, the man, the people, the cuisine... just perfect.

Here are links of top 5 Paris Fashion Brand that I like most;

Chanel

Dior

Hermes

Louis Vuitton

Yves Saint Laurent


Saya bisa membayangkan duduk di suatu cafe di sudut kota ditemani secangkir teh dan laptop, sambil melihat pejalan kaki berlalu lalang. Atau bisa juga dengan sahabat saya bergossip ria mengenai apapun, dari fashion, hobby, seni, sampai...tentu saja pria. Cuci mata melihat para pria Paris yang fashionable lalu lalang menikmati jalan sore..hhehe..


Dan lately, saya sedang sangat menyukai menonton film Midnight in Paris. Wow, di film itu ditampilkan keindahan, karya seni dan fashion kota paris dengan sangat apik. Ada film pengantar sebelum masuk film inti. Di film pengantar itu hanya berisikan pemandangan-pemandangan kota paris yang indah di pagi, siang, malam sore bahkan paris di saat hujan. Oh ya, ada Carla Bruni ikut bermain, the fashionable yet beautiful wife of Nicholas Sarkozy, the President of Paris. Perfect. 
Worth to watch anyway. :D